TUESDAY.

So.. I have a lot to say but not a lot of time to do so. Which happens a lot unfortunately. Im just way too excited about this..

Tuesdays usually SUCK.

but today didn't.


I worked at the Hy-Vee from 9-5. BANK $$$


I got supervisor numbers. Which means I'm boss. Sorta... :)


I got off worked, checked my email, and saw...

I just can't help it. 

also, I got PaigeMail. And thats like frosting on top of my TuesdayCupcake. 

Ugly Sweater Party!!! Photos to follow. 

p.s. I promise I'll come back and tell more things soon. 

good (e)vening Dave Elkins. 

So.

Driving home tonight, traffic was killer. Bumpertobumper as Nebraska traffic can get I s'pose.
I was sitting there getting all heated, wondering what schedule I was breaking.. which there was none.. but I proceeded to get all hot and bothered anyways.

Now if anyone knows me, they know that at times I have no-reason-at-all, fairly random, belligerent road rage. Its probably on the list of fantastically annoying qualities i possess.

Any whoo..

As I drove home tonight. (E)vening got all switched into my compact discness..
   ...immediately the tension dissipated and I found my self in a "drive-the-speed-limit-and-follow-this-one-car-the-whole-way-home" state. I enjoyed it quite a bit. Also, I meandered halfway through the album. On my way back I believe I'll find my way completely through it. I'm looking forward to this.

People rush through things expecting to find the ending and get to it as quick as possible, but I think that they forget sometimes that it's all the insides that make the ending so full of expectation and meaning. It's the faults and knock-downs that make us resilient, and its the people, and sometimes person, you meet along the way that makes all of those mistakes and lessons worth every penny. or every heartbreak. or every sadness. and somedays its just making it to the next that makes it all worthwhile.
           ...and for some people... love is all they are striving for.
.don't hate on the lovers. they are the most straight up people you'll ever encounter.


It was recommended today, that I should major in music or something similar. Usually when majors and minors are thrown my way I hardly think twice about them.
 For some reason this one suggestion has got me thinking more so then any others have?.. intriguing.



Its 5:55 in the (e)vening. and its pitch black outside. I'm not sure how to feel about this.



stay.classy.    

Somedays..

i miss this kid a lot. 


   





























I miss my best friend. 


                                




                                        ..thats pretty much all. 






its a drag. 















ugh










(m)orning. 

Oh Brother.

Currently, I'm headed on a 2 hour streak of tests.
..this may sound not so hard, but it is. Because its Physics... and world civilizations.


I loathe physics with every possible inch of me...
 I think that it is obvious here, seeing as I am not studying and doing other things.

..which include but are not limited too..

-eating a bagel sandwich.
-listening to an excellent song that was posted onto my facebook  
-pondering. I have been doing this a lot.

                                                     (I probably should get into that another time.)

the semester is almost finished. Although another one will be beginning soon after.

but I'm Pumped. 

                                            Hago uso de espanol. :) 



good (m)orning. 

Just another blustery day.

..except I really wish the cold and wind wasn't completely necessary..

Everything is better warm, or hot, or being heated.

hot chocolate. heated blankets. heated leather car seats. 

..bed.

its a good think i don't really enjoy icecream that much. its frigid.


                                     But as i'm thinking about all those things that are better warm, or hot, or being heated. I also think to myself about how true it is...

It takes some cold to know the sun

It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love

But it takes you years to know what love is

And it takes some fears to make you trust

It takes those tears to make it rust

It takes the dust to have it polished.

Why can't genius be associated with IDEA, rather than marketing.. profit.. and publicity.. its a damn shame. 

...i think i need to be signing up for my classes today...

..yep. i do. 

good (a)fternoon.

Obviously, I am a Noob.

..and I'm partially ok with that. 


I'm thinking that I haven't done something like this since Xanga.. hmm. 


I work a lot. I don't tend to like it. What may not make sense about this, is that I will sit in my work attire for hours afterwards feeling extremely rushed and partially overwhelmed. I know, 


It doesn't make sense. 




Before I headed into the hell whole I have deemed, Hy-Vee Inc, I listened to the SkyLine Drive, probably 9 times.
                                               I think about songs. I think about the                                               
                                                     melody as it reverberates off my 
                                                              cars window...
...It makes for pretty dangerous driving.






Sometimes, when a person tells you that you are great, or amazing.. 
                                                       You would like to believe them.
                  and its difficult. 


but other times. 


       it's not so hard. And then you keep that one. 




good(e)vening.